I never thought....

Honestly, I never thought that I would say this... but I've finally found what is to be happy in the way that I never thought I could be *-*... in the LOVE sense. Years, maybe all my life searching for something that never had exist for me, I mean that I know what is to love a person, a friend, a family member, or people related to this kind... and my thoughts was that to love another person not as a friend, but beyond that, were unknown by this fool....
So, as an experimental game, I tried to had a "romance", with a girl that I Thought i was in love (such an asshole, i was)... but it was a failure, sad failure, she didn't love me, so me neither, cause' some person <3 *-* ( I Love soooo much JAVIERA!!!!! ) taught me that love is about two dreamers, needing, respecting, understanding, loving each other, is LOVE... and that brings happiness, most all the time, as it can bring you sadness by not being with your loved!... but anyway, it's feels great, in my case, she is all that i was searching for, she is able to understand my thoughts, she decodes them, *o*, she is lovely, cute, talented, well... i can spend all evening praising her *o* You are the only one darling, .... You are the main reason for my existence... for you Javiera! hope you read this some day!... :D